Is this it??

I've been thinking about my future lately...

and I went up to my youth pastor yesterday, and asked for him to pray for me.

One of the things he said... he asked God to have the desire burn in me, and...

I was watching the video of Kago Ai's comeback, and...

I started crying... I'm still crying. I want to go minister to the Japanese so much.

She is so empty as she talks about her sucide attempt.

I feel God has given me this desire. I want to go so much...

It hurts.

Aibon, that must be really hard for you. I'll pray for you, and hope that if it is or isn't what God wants you to do, that He will equip you well for either way.

Now, I'm crying again...

Mika-chan, that's the sweetest thing you could have said to me.

thank you for taking me seriously.

God is always there, and He's got your future written down for you.
I will pray for you as well. And whenever, wherever your future is, you'll know the time the place, and what you're going to do.
God works in a mysterious and awesome way. Who knows? Your future may even happen sooner than you think.

Arigatou, Momo-'nee-san!

I'm tearing up again...

Ack....sorry. I didn't mean to...

No, I was watching something, and it made me cry.

Hah. Momo, you're so weak, you can't even move her to tears.

Sorry. You're actually very empathetic and awesome about this kind of stuff. Luv ya.

Ohmigoodness, yes!

Yeah. It takes alot to make me cry.
Is it not good that I don't cry enough?

No, it's all in your disposition. Now if you don't cry because you're supressing your feelings, that may not be good.

A~~A~A~A..

So desu ne!

God has just given me the gift of being moved to tears easier...

He's made you guys stronger.

And I thank God for that gift.
I try not to cry in front of my friends, because in my opinion, if I cried too much I wouldn't be the perfect person to offer a shoulder to cry on

And me..... pretty much a ditto there. Very nicely worded, Momo.

Thanks.